the removal of my gardianship over my son, Judges, justice and some of my thoughts

Important note! ***at times we have carnal thoughts that come from the images we were exposed to on this fallen world that enter into our mind.

i thought of how a mother grizzly attacks if her cubs are with her.

People i have spoken with that said if anyone would touch their children... that person would not be alive.

there is a lot of emotion when children are taken away from a rightful parent. especially if they are innocent and have been through so much TRAMA….

I would never imply to promote any harm or violence upon another human being especially a judge. I just want accountability.

IT is raw emotion and thoughts that is special/unique to human beings... but thank God for the holy spirit that gives us His fruit such as patience and self control! May we dwell on the good because it could be much worse. I know of parents that have lost their children. We still have ours and will do all we can to get him back and aid in positive change*** end of note.

I woke up this morning to help my friend off to work at 5am and could not sleep. just some quick thoughts i put together before going on the zoom bible study i participate in every morning, for the last 6 months… (message me if you want to join)

some amazing comments i am reading. I will need to find good medical professionals to help us. in court the medical experts that accuse us have such a nice resume. Even with our medical documents and showing the inconsistencies, slander and not following proper protocol, the judge honorable Susan Sangha still judged against us. but in my angry heart i believe she was despicable. Any judge or wise impartial person who is paid 30k a month and is worth their salt should have seen through the lies and sided with us. but then after reading how the system could be rigged... i understand now.

Isaiah 59:14
KJV version - And judgment is turned away backward, and justice standeth afar off; for truth is fallen in the street, and equity cannot enter.

ASV translation - And justice is turned away backward, and righteousness standeth afar off; for truth is fallen in the street, and uprightness cannot enter.
AMP - Justice is pushed back, And righteous behavior stands far away; For truth has fallen in the city square, And integrity cannot enter.

Almost everyone I know told me to get a lawyer. But since i had a terrible experience with Issac Hill, and Ethan from Stanley Foo's firm, i didn't want a middle man to deceive me like Issac did and delay communication. At times i feel they rather cover their own skin than the client aka.. look out for their best interests..

Since my wife had a master's degree and I use to be the president of the Otter's club in Brunei and was the test speaker for a evaluation contest in Bali Indonesia and also spoke many times at churches and even request to work as a full time pastor but without any seminary training... i thought we could articulate our points and demonstrate to the judge how a gross abuse of power had been committed against us and our son.

I also had over 138 pages of documented evidence that would prove the point of discrimination, over reach of power, slander and inconsistencies. I wanted Dr Daniel to be an expert witness and use his 3 substacks but she did not allow them. i did enter them as evidence as one point but might have put it in a bit late and was thus not allowed to enter it in due to court proceedings. Dr. Daniel flew back from Japan just before the trial as i believe he has such a big heart for justice and my son.

He wanted to be a witness but the judge told us some reasons that made me not call him. we later decided that he would just be a witness in the gallery and not testify. but take notes while the respirologist Mark Chilvers would testify against us... but the judge had him removed from the gallery by the sheriff and that sheriff who was so nice with us and seem so interested in our case treated Dr. Daniel very roughly..... .... jump ahead... i'll have to do a substack with pictures and more info.... the judge gave her verdict OCT 22, 2024. I was so very pissed off, i knew what the judgment was just after her 4th sentence.

how could she rule against us and believe the lies of mcfd... to go off their hearsay and technical law terms. where was her integrity and wisdom?

My anger swelled up.. in my mind i thought if i should rush up and teach this lady a lesson. i looked behind and saw one sheriff. oh how sweet it would be to finally get some revenge especially to a person who had so much power but yet so corrupt.

but then 2 more sheriffs came in and i thought how hard it would be to rush up and get to her...

i didn't want to be separated from my 4 daughters and son and wife..... i already went to jail for 8 months when i was in Brunei when Jenlii was 5 months old and it was one of the hardest trials i have ever endured... I really had to think was the gratification worth more than the consequences? Then i remembered the weapons of God are spiritual and not earthly, Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. I should go up and and hug her and say i forgive her… it is so hard… but it is the right thing to do…

when i got home i searched judge's chambers on goggle as i wanted to see some images as i was curious.... i found on the news that a sheriff had just recently shot and killed a judge in the states. there was also 3 other judges and one child of a judge also killed in the last 1 or 3 years if i remember correctly.

Americans were angry at the lack of justice and some have even took matters into their own hands and committed violence but reaping the terrible results. The spirit of war and strife is so strong and it will not solve the problems in this world.

I also thought about what car she drove, someone who made 30k starting a month....... one time i took the stairs and looked all around in the court underground parking lot and didn't notice any gated areas. but a few weeks later when dropping off a friend's car in the underground, i noticed right after the entrance there is a big metal door that is sealed shut but a car could pass through. i think this could possibly be the place where judges pull in and park their cars. i had never driven down into the underground parking lot because i have veteran plates and could just park outside for free on any Vancouver metered place.

I thought about the elevators that were off limit to the public and how it might be the elevators for the judges...

these people are the untouchables... how hard it is to get access to them because of the miscarriage of justice that they do. I also thought of a bible story and how Deborah was a judge in the old testament. how she would be out in a field, and the people would have easy access to talk to her and get her to make judgements. how different is it now. In the END, i know God is the ultimate judge and He will execute his judgement and his will be much sweeter than mine will ever be... I must trust in him and use the weapons for spiritual battle.

Ephesians 6:11,12 In-Context11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

On Fri, Mar 14, 2025 at 6:20 AM Roger Brown < > wrote:

Sorry to hear what you're going through, it sounds like they are trying to break you.

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